Romans 7 KJV - Know ye not, brethren, (for I speak to - Bible Gateway
One may think that horrific events have had little emotional impact and got through them....and sure has been plenty since 1/10/89 and read later half of this Daily recap of 2012...and learn a whole lot more....my whole life...but had a spiritual experience at Christmas in 1947 while watching and was part of that pageant as my dad began to read the story to me as part of the beginning...of my first stage appearance.....at Church of the Brethren in McPherson, KS where not long after this the third emotional trauma occurred...in my life with a cross burned in out yard.....and this Christmas children's pageant was not the first..experience of presence of Holy Spirit.....and months after birth and first attempt on my life...somehow pillow floated the last few feet to the cement sidewalk as baby buggy had had brake released by one who had crept around side of porch....and my older sister was not aware and she thought it was her fault....And pray she , in heaven knows it was not now.... as this rolled off porch and down three steps and that house at 319 Carrie...is in some of the pictures at LINDA JOY ADAMS @flkr
Why me? why does some kind of real evil wish me not to be.....and why is it that I have become part of so much history....but the part that is and has been hidden from most knowing... of me as even part of it in some way?
Why called to be witness to so much? yet never doubt existence of the Divine Love and His coming in part flesh to save us from ourselves as humanity the most precious of all of creation....and real evil does not wish this....we are all called to be part of the good...for eternity.
Going through records....and reliving some really horrendous moments....in this EEO process...has been a real emotional roller coaster....and even those who have dealt with such....and survived.its always part of us....DISCRIMINATION VS ANYONE is horrendous....and why in this world do we allow it to happen to anyone...by anyone...How cam we teach such evil to our young....that some are less than others to have rights...'
This is like a final cathartic….from the depts. of my soul and mind to fully deal with real evils that have happened to me and my loved ones....AND NOTHING ANYONE OF US HAS DONE....HAS EVER WARRANTED MATTERS THAT HAVE BEEN FLUNG OUR WAY.....
Its as if my immediate family and I are being prepared for something that has to be done....in some way to glorify the Almighty....and we have to get ourselves prepared..in our souls and minds and any petty disputes among us of who did what to whom years ago....has to be dealt with and forgiveness and love overcome all that never should have gone on unresolved....nothing of any major impact in the world of things....but those petty things all may do and some hurts for things said or maybe done...
Some minor miracles...going on...in and around us....also...as one might say coincidences....but no, some is others helping in small ways....among some we do not even know..or know well at all...
We are being called for something....and among humanity is a group of people as all are called to be....but among all of us...we are finding and helping each others in ways that are not always financial...donations but just one has something to sell for badly needed money and another who badly needs that thing is trying to find it for a reasonable price used...that works...
and coincidences that the two meet..in some way? or another put the two of buyer and seller together?? this is the roller coaster am going through...as seeing the hope and goodness surrounding us as really bad hurts and wrongs of the past...still being physically harmed by with no safe meds to take....and found great value cheaper orange juice added to regimen...helps...its the cheaper one with no pulp...that those have additives...cannot tolerate...
Even in times of trial....and dealing with high emotions of distress of reliving the past.....am now able to understand and see what has been on the face of the record all this time.and others saw and kept quiet as horrors went on...and still are......that none others who should have found our for sure inside the govt and caring little about my rights to find out as part of their jobs. to do so....how could this be hidden from understanding even such basics...
Hidden until the moment I was able to face...the even greater intentional harm any other human could do to one like...me....and being prepared to face it square on for first time in 74 years ….and a renewal of our family and spousal.. loves for one another...more than ever.....as we are being prepared for what.....greater evils all of us are said to be facing sometime in the future called the trials of Jacob....and
In the name of Yahushaevil's control and wars that never end....of death and destruction when we are all one human family and are to love one another....and help each other up from being down...and let love rule not hate.. Amen!
REPOSTS OF
SCROLL DOWN TO FIND..ON SIDE..OR BELOW
FREEDOM SHARING AWARDS
MEDICAL REGIMEN in 5 parts over sections of 9 Daily recaps
Please do not try any medical treatments without doctor
VIOLATIONS OF CIVIL RIGHTS PAGE 62ff since 8/5/19
Linda Joy Adams 10/9/19
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